Author: Shay

I know it’s been a few days since you kids have heard from me, but you’re just going to have to deal with it!.. I have had a lot of crap going on! this senior year stuff can get wild and nuts on you and you don’t have to do anything, but go along with the ride.. but.. all that to say.. I have some good news.. :).. oh man..

I was ACCEPTED TO THE MASTERS COLLEGE!!! Oh man, so I am most likely going there!.. it’s the coolest.. as of right now my intended major is Music Ministry.. it could have an emphasis on Youth Ministry.. or something like that.. it’s going to be cool though! I can’t wait. And that’s the whole reason behind this picture at your right.. it’s a photo of the top of the mountain that the college sits on, they have a cross at the very top where you can chill and relax a little. Kinda fun?.. whatever.

I’m really tired right now.. I think I am going to get some sleep. I have some other stuff to tell you though, like the fact that it’s only 9 days until my birthday! WOOHOO.. on June 15th.. I’ll be the big 1-8.. 18! WOOOHOOO.. ok bye.

Shay

Ok ok, so apparently, since I own this whole “shaycam” thing, I’m taking the world by storm. You kids have no idea how great it is to come home from school, sit down, and see about 6 emails just in response to yesterdays journal entry. Everyone had some really great things to say!

I love this,
Shay

Alright everyone, I’ve been thinking. Been chatting a little a bit with a few friends about this, but really. I really I would like t know what the heck you kids want to see on this site. No joke, I need you kids to email me at shay@shaycam.com and let me know! OK!!?! TELL ME WHAT THE PEOPLE WANT! ok.. done with that.

I was just sitting here thinking.. I’m not exactly sure about what.. That’s probably why things are so tragic for me all the time. ok, I don’t know about tragic, but that’s a fun word.

Shay

I don’t know where to start. You see, I think about what I want to say, then I’m like “ahh.. who gives?.. ” so whatever. I’ll just type away.

Thursday night my senior class went to Grad-Night at Disneyland. It was a pretty enjoyable night, long, but enjoyable none the less. If you don’t know anything about Grad-Night, it’s supposed to be this all night party or whatever at Disneyland, yeah well, it wasn’t EXACTLY that, but we did dance, and jump, and skip and play.. so if you can call that a party?.. I don’t know. We got back at 9:00 AM from that I and a few of my friends went a checked out my friend Kira’s and my project at the art festival here in town. We got first place! It was awesome, if I can get a pic of that project I’ll post it on shaycam sometime. That was the highlight of my morning yesterday.

And last night I went to a wedding The wedding was really nice, they had lots of cool stuff there, and if was a girl, eh?.. I don’t know what I’d think, but it would probably be something like “.. aww.. how nice..” haha.. that’s funny. nevermind. I’m dumb. Now, I sit here with little sleep.

Also, my belt broke. yeah, busted in two, I’m sad. got $9 so I can buy a new one? ok, send it over.

Shay

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This is soooooooooooo HOT! I HAVE www.shaycam.com IT’s MINE, and it’s about MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! WOOHOO!!!! LOVE IT SEE IT HEAR IT BE HERE! SHAYCAM.COM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shay

p.s. going to grad-night tonight! LOVE IT!

Cam… ShayCam

Oh man, wild times.
I can’t even begin to explain the amount of stuff I have been doing in the past few weeks. I’m sorry for not posting a journal, it’s just things have been going crazy around here. Let me start uh?.. here:

Well, about two Friday’s I lead worship at school for the very last time. It was sad, I was sad, just plain’ old sad. I really enjoyed myself though and it’s been a great year. But that’s that. Also, the Saturday after that, we did our play that I have been talking about for so long. It was a ton of fun, really enjoyed myself. We did a great job, and the overall opinion is that it was really good, so that’s cool.

Then, there’s this Friday (May 17th or yesterday). We had “senior chapel” at school. And that’s just where all the seniors get to run chapel. We had kids doing testimonies and things, and music and dancing, it was awesome, but once again, really sad. It’s all coming to an end. 🙁 But that’s not all, there’s more!

So, yesterday was also our annual dance that is put on by the parents of our high school. Oh man, we had a blast! It was awesome. But we started the evening off with dinner with about 19 other people besides us. We went to a nice Italian restaurant. Very good! Then got to the dance about 9:00 and stayed until about 12:00. From there we all drove over to a friends house, hung out, relaxed, sang music, went swimming, etc. Around 3:30AM we started falling asleep at this house; all 20 or 30 of us. Then about 5:15AM someone went around waking people up to go to another friends house for breakfast! It was awesome, we were all tired and goofy and whatnot. But anyways, we ate, left, and then I got home about 8:00AM and fell asleep. Just got up about a half an hour ago. whew.. that was a lot, and that’s how things have been going. ok bye.

Shay

Sorry everyone. My internet got shut off cause we forgot to pay the bill. It’s not a problem though, except for all you kids who continually watch me. But whatever. Anyways, I really don’t have a lot of time right now to discuss the situation, but my life has been going nuts. I think I’ve told everyone before that I am in a play and, well, the play is this weekend and man, it’s coming down to the wire. We are getting all the final stuff done and getting all our cues worked out. But it’s just crazy! I like it! haha.. whatever..

I need to go study some of my English, so I’ll chat with you kids later.. night.

P.S. I’m paid through May, so I won’t be getting off the internet for at least another month :). (That’s just a small side not for you people who were having withdrawals from shaycam)

Shay

I’ve been in kind of a goofy mood this morning. I don’t know why. But I went last night and hung out with a bunch of friends and we watched the movie “The Sandlot.” It was great. Then later we played twister and stuff. That was a blast. Oh man, the testosterone in that room was nuts! haha.. anyways..

This morning my dad came in my room at about 8:30AM and woke me up to get some breakfast down the street. I was thinking we were going to take the car, because it’s cold outside (we can walk there, it’s like a block away), but they have this “Soapbox derby” going on, and it’s rad. These kids get pushed down the main street and they cruise in to the finish line. I like it. ah. I have a long day ahead of me. I am doing sound for our school talent show and I have to be there from 12 – somewhere past 9.. it’s going to be loooong. But oh well. bye.

Shay

Talk about a roller coaster day. I’ve been up and down and back and forth.

If you haven’t guessed it already, I’m kind of emotional. Things happen around me and it makes me think of things and I either end up crying or writing a song about it. Not necessarily in that order. But today, was crying. Crying during my prayer time in the morning, crying during worship time at school. Just crying because things have been going on around me that I have no control over. Sometimes I find security in that control. But I feel that people haven’t given me a chance. It’s hard to explain really, but I am getting jacked. No joke. It should be better by tomorrow, but maybe I allow myself to explain myself too well. Maybe I don’t explain myself enough? Not sure. I’m not even sure that I am talking to anyone in this journal or just writing my thoughts down and posting them so people can see inside my head! Geeze.. I’m a freak, and I know it.

Look at me in that photo. That’s how I feel. But what is it? What’s going on inside of me that’s making go nuts. Can’t a guy be a guy? GEEZE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don’t know. I can’t understand myself right now. The problem is-is that I want to explain myself in more detail, but I can’t share those things on here. I know you kids are getting to know me more and more every journal you read, but today, well today is a step back in the “knowing of shay” time. haha. Sometimes I’m funny, but rarely apparently.

I need to go read my Bible. It’s a love letter; I like love letters.

Shay

I was feeling a little studly yesterday. So that’s the reason for the picture. I think it’s funny that I called it “gqshay.jpg” Some times I think I am sooo funny. But I’m not, I know.

But whatever. I just got back from play practice about an hour and a half ago. Spent a little time in my friend Tim’s car just talking in the driveway. We do that sometimes. It’s a good time. Tonight we just were talking about school being over soon and how cool it would be if I moved down to where he’s going to be and stuff and I don’t know, just good stuff. Love hanging out with my guy friends.

I really don’t have anything inspiring to say this evening. It’s hard for me to think of things these days. Everything is in slow-motion. But I do have a little story to tell. So yesterday I go to call to RSVP for this dance that I am going to. And I end up talking to a friend of mine that I have known for a long time. But we just like started chatting and ended up chatting for a long time on the phone. Just laughing and stuff. It was really cool. Cause we could just be friends, there aren’t any ties there, you know? If you can (here comes my words of encouragement), but I think whether you are a guy or a girl you should find one or two friends of the opposite sex to just sit and talk with. It’s awesome, but not someone who would make things weird for you or whatever. I don’t know how much of this is making sense, but it’s a real thing. It’s good to have friends of the other sex that are just friends, and nothing else. I don’t know if I explained that well enough. But whatever.. I think I am going to go read my Bible now and do my devotions.

Shay