Category: Personal

“.. I am whore I do confess, I put you on just like a wedding dress and I, run down the aisle.. ” – Derek Webb

I am listening to the song above from the guy from Caedmon’s Call. The lyrics you are seeing are simply what he says at the beginning of the chorus. They are amazing. I just thought I’d share that with you. That song should be coming out on a CD sometime in the near future, hopefully I’ll be able to pick that up.

Well, here I am. Today has been a normal day, just relaxing. Went to school, that was just a day at school. I was thinking about doing better in my English class. Some days are not as good as others, but I have been trying harder the last few days and have some pretty good results. I know you really don’t care about that, but I just write. You read it, not me. If any of you didn’t know I am this play and I have the role of this stuck-up cowboy. He’s great, and tonight we had play practice. I liked it, it was fun.

I am in a calm mood because I am listening to this song over and over..

If you wanted to know that picture is of… it’s a Chihuahua puppy. He’s about 6 weeks old and the size of my hand. He’s awesome. Some people that I know hate Chihuahua’s, but I don’t see anything wrong with them. I think I’ll go read my Bible now.

Shay

That’s weird. Because if you look at my last journal. The time was “11:29PM” and now it’s “11:28PM” weird eh? I know I know.. I’m cool! BUT WHO CARES!?!?! HEHE

OH MAN! I’m in such a good mood. (which explains this journals pic >>>)It’s really hard to explain. Things just keep coming at me and they’re great. Like today, I was able to go to this concert that I thought was not really going to be that great because I was just going to be seeing a bunch of bands I had already seen, and holy crap was I wrong! IT WAS AMAZING! The lead singer from a band called Caedmon’s Call played and I don’t know how to explain this, BUT IT WAS FREAKIN’ BAAAAAAAAAAAAAD. Oh man, really cool. And things are just looking up for me. I LOVE IT! I AM REAAAAAAAALLLYYYY EXCITED!!!!!!

Really, I am. It’s not a joke. And it’s not something I can really explain right now. But maybe I will some time. At a later date. And just a thought, but; I love God. God is doing awesome things. He works. If you have questions about that. Feel free to email me. Now go to bed, or school, or work, or outside, or up, or down, or there, or in the kitchen. Do something with your life, cause if you’re just sitting here looking at these pics of me, you won’t be fulfilled. I can’t do that sort of thing! But when you go, don’t forget me. Come back in a couple of days and read my next post. It’ll be good, just like every other post. I think? 🙂

Shay

I got this letter in the mail for this dance that’s coming up next month and on the back is just a list of things that girls can and can’t wear. And to be more specific, they just drew the pictures on the back of the information paper. I thought it was funny, but whatever.

I gotta tell ya, senioritis has really freakin’ kicked in to gear. I can’t even go day in school without thinking about how pointless it is to be there. It’s kind of weird, I am feeling kind of weird right now. I need to go to bed, but I also just want to post more and more information on to this site. People keep popping up on my screen here wanting to chat, but I am finding my way back here just to tell you that.. ok, that’s confusing. But what isn’t anymore.

I’m kind of tired. I am going to the Getty museum tomorrow, that should be fun. I am feeding someone’s dog for them while they are gone. night.

Shay

P.S. I make no mistakes.. haha.. if you think there is a mistake in the writing, then it’s meant to be there.

I just had some sort of weird moment. I was just thinking that I had something important to say to everyone. And I really think that-that pic on my right is really setting the mood. I entitled that pic (spelling is incorrect for a reason) “thru new I’s.” It makes sense to me. I really don’t wear glasses. They are just something that I think make me look different. Which is kind of funny considering I changed my hair and all that jazz, but anyway.

I don’t know. “Thru New I’s.” Sounds kind of selfish I know. But I think it really makes sense. So I can take the focus off of me. It’s not about me. Now, I understand that this site is a little one-sided considering the fact that it is all about me, but I am not referring to that. I thinking about what place I am in this life. For those who don’t know me, I am Christian and with such I have a different purpose on this earth. And I was just working on my bible report and it got me thinking. Not sure what exactly I have to say, just writing. You know how that goes. But I hope you kids can really get a feel of who I am. I am Shay. Yeah, S-H-A-Y; Shay! ok?.. just getting that cleared up! haha.. that was weird.. but what isn’t weird on this site o’ mine. Get a life shay.

By the way. I am thinking of adding some Shaycam merchandise. What do you kids think? Send me email. Let me know. Oh, and that’s going to cost money. So send me money. 🙂 bye kids.

Shay

Ok kids, Gotta tell ya! LOOK AT THAT PIC!!!!!!!!!!!! I CUT MY HAIR OFF! ALL OF THEM. I am currently sitting here with Sara Burt, and she feels pretty good about this. How do you kids feel? I need the feedback. I screamed a lot when I got in to the parking lot after getting this done. This is a work of art. I feel good, real good.

I can’t think of anything else to say. BUT I GOT MY HAIR CUT!

bye.
Shay

Just when you think you’re doing good, everything just starts falling apart around you. Ok, so I need to design this new freakin’ website for my scholarship at the Art Institute of Los Angeles, but like, I can’t seem to get any ideas. But, what I don’t get is, I can sit down in one day and make this shaycam site. It’s weird. The site is due, with a bunch of other crap to the art institute on monday. But I have no idea how I am going to get all this crap done. I suck. I really do.

Anyways, I went to San Diego for a few days yesterday and we got hooked up. We had a hotel in town and they screwed up and over-booked the place. So we got to stay in the Marriot Marina right on the bay. It was sweet. $359.00 a night! But the hotel paid it for us! It was so cool. I liked it. I got these new glasses >>>>>>>> there. HI. ok.. so I feel good. If you didn’t guess. Senioritis has taken effect. I’m losing my life to the system!! I’m going to disneyland in a couple of weeks. uh?.. what else.. don’t know. There are people in my life who I enjoy being with. like my friends. Oh, I am going to say hi to them now. Hello to all the people who are reading this. because, you kids are my friends. haha. I love it. IT’S ALL ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! heheheeheehehh.. ok I’m getting weird. bye.

Shay

I didn’t make it home until about 3:43A.M. this morning. I played this game called “catch phrase” at a friends house until’ we almost flipped out. It was a blast. uh?.. I found out some good news. My site is growing! More and more people are starting to become attracted to my life and how it is so dull and boring. It’s great! We’re starting a revolution! I don’t know what else we’d want in our life, except some kid that let’s you see into his room.

But whatever. My cat is on my desk right now and it’s starting to make me mad. My spring break has been weird. I need to do a lot of stuff, but no time at this moment. I am writing you people so you can be sure to have your “fill of shay” for the day. I’m thinking about adding some cool new features to this site. But that’s for another time.

I think I feel a song coming on: “..” nope.. nevermind. I thought I had something, but I just couldn’t think of anything. uh?.. How do you feel about that pic to the right?.. It’s weird. my hair is weird. I need to change it. Got any ideas? EMAIL ME!

bye.

Shay

My head kind of feels weird at the moment. I got really dizzy for a while today and I couldn’t really think correctly. So if some of that rubs off into this journal, then just disregard me and move on with life. Anyways, I found at that recently many people (including my principal!) check out the ole’ shaycam! it’s fantastic. This sites features one of the oddest most intriguing people that you could ever meet. ME! Ok, maybe I’m bragging, but I made the site, it’s about me, and you know what? That might as well be bragging in itself! whew..

But either way, I enjoy posting these journals so that you kids can find out what’s going on with me in my daily life. Today, however, has been weird. Not sure what I did today, just know that things were moving around in a circle for the most part and I found peace and rest in changing my guitar strings and playing a melody to sing to. My dad bought me a new tuner for my guitar (check it out here)! It’s really nice, and works well! uh.. I’m trying to think if there was really anything else I could tell you kids about today?.. hm.. well, all my friends are out of town, and I’m stuck here; confined to my room and my guitar, which honestly isn’t that bad, but this is the antelope valley, and it’s just no good. But whatever. I’m outta here. I’m helping lead worship at my dad’s church tomorrow, so.. eh?. bye.

bye.

Shay

It’s been a long day. I have been up since 5:00AM and it’s now 1:49AM. Soon it will be 2:00 and then I will feel like I really should’ve gone to bed a while ago. Today, well yesterday and today have been weird days.. even though I’ve only been alive in today for about 1 hour and 52 minutes, but you understand. My eyes seem to continue to try to shut while my body stays awake. I’ve been going and going and just can’t seem to settle down until now. Later today I will leave (about 8:30AM) for the art institute of Los Angeles. I’m tired. I can’t go on with any more stories.. So I’m just going to have to continue this with another post some time. So settle down kids..

bye.

Shay

The picture here I have entitled “lastdayshot.jpg” when I saved it. But like, I really don’t get it? Kind of has a really weird feeling to it if you look at it. Pretty much sums up the past couple of weeks. Had a rough couple of weeks. Finals week was last week, I got hurt at soccer practice and am on crutches as we speak. Plus some other things happened that were confusing. And then this week was spiritual emphasis week at my school. Just pretty much got to worship and listen to awesome speakers in daily chapels. Very, very cool.

So my emotions have been all over the place. Some were of laughs and giggles in Mrs. Horning’s class and other’s were being lead by the Spirit to cry and sing during communion time at school. You never know how God works. He just does. I am not listening to music right now. A speaker at school challenged us to listen to God a little better than to listen to music or the tv and so on. So this is my story, take it for what it is and then be happy. ok I am tired. my eyes are closing.

Shay